First off
I'm terribly sorry for you Tri_Edge
Sha.........the only thing that can describe what you said is, very-deep, poetic, sooooooooooo damn true, and AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If your constantly on the lookout, trying to defend yourself from heartbreak again, then you'll never experience love again.
Can't blame him if he does it though, IMHO Love sucks.
My first girlfriend turned out to be COMPLETELY INSANE AND CRAZY ( I know they mean the same thing)
The more I spent time with her the more I felt like I made HUGE mistake ( which I have) and the more she started to creep me out, so now I'm just trying to stay neutral for now, though my neighbor who I sort-of have a crush on constantly keeps telling me to find another girlfriend " so we can 'double-date' "
Not only that but I constantly got picked on after I broke up with her, just b/c of the fact that I did date her
But then again, don't that one instance detour your Tri_Edge, she was just one bimbo and I strongly suggest that you find a way to transfer to another room